Yo people! I've been keeping myself busy the past few days just to get my mind off a few things.

There is a storm of thoughts going on in my mind and to add to that I have people who keep reminding me of maths and 'O' levels. What does a guy have to do just to have a bit of time to sort out his thoughts? Anyway, it seems to me that I have nothing to look forward to in my life after education so far. Thing is, I have no idea what I am good at. Oh well...seems like I have to continue putting some thought into my future.

So, I had to babysit my cousins on Tuesday. So I had to stay over at my aunt's from Monday till Tuesday. It was an interesting experience being in authority over children. Not like it means anything since they are my cousins and generally don't listen to me at all. So I managed to watch 'Stardust' while surviving the onslaught of pillows and plushies they were throwing at eash other. And the day quickly zoomed by. I can't believe how exhausting it was to take care of those two kids. So I went out for dinner with them and my parents and came home. I nearly took to the sacks instantly. Not till I finished a few end-of-day activities.

Then had to go to school to help Ms Tan copy MCQ questions with Jeremy today. When I got there Jeremy was already done so I just keyed in all the answers into the computer for them. Was raining cats and dogs on my way home, and as if that was not bad enough, I didn't have an umbrella. So I ran in the...torrental falls. Yep, it has been 5 years since I ever got so badly drenched in rain. I was freezing in the bus and literally was shivering by the time I got home. AND I WAS EXPECTING A BLAZING HOT DAY!! So I just did a few usual chores, waited for dinner and chat on MSN...that is generally how my days go by now.

I am planning to take up a job offer as a Sales personnel. Thanks to Ian. Still haven't contacted the guy yet. Probably going to do it tomorrow.

Sigh...I wonder why everyone feels so distant to me now. Maybe it had been that way since a long time ago, just that I never noticed. I really miss Kelleynne. And now Joscelyn is sick too, hopes she gets better soon. Kenneth is not online that much anymore. No one is really talking anymore. Hmm...I am turning anti-social. That's not such a bad thing!! :]]

I really feel like taking a step out of society and education policies and look at the world at times. It makes me wonder, how would a system work if there was really no such thing as poverty? Isn't it true that we are 'fortunate' or 'well-off' only because of the sacrifices others make? The world is such a harsh place when money comes into the picture.

I gotta run now. Catch you all some other time when I am free. Ciaoz and have fun.