Hey people. Hmm...I am kinda on high energy now. So anyway lets move on the the main thing. Duckie made a letter, I am not going to reply n that format simply because...I don't really like the write letters. The format is troublesome.

So Friday was rather cool. It dragged a bit, but my class got like 6 practice papers for our mid-years which is kind of good because I need the extra practice if I don't want to be in that 80% of the cohort who are predicted to fail. Not that that's going to come true, I mean 80% is definitely too drastic...But Mr Mak did say the paper was hard. So we had LS on that day, everyone was just laughing and no one had any real idea of what was going on. After school, I followed Shaun to cell group meeting with a pit stop at his house first. Then after cell group we just played with the guitar a bit, I still can't really get the strumming down. But I had to go home because I was on high demand at home too. So I headed home and my dad had alrdy gone to work so I was doing my work and on the com...dozed off and woke up at 2 am to turn off the com.

I woke up at 8 am on Saturday, and I was planning to go for a carnival. But because there was no reply from my friend and the fact that my parents woke up late made me think about it again, and this time I just decided not to go. I need to spend more time with my family since I am not stuck around the house on weekends a lot. So we had breakfast at Tanglin Halt. Then I came home and did more work. Made my way down to FORUM at 3.30pm...And my mum asked me why we left at such an early time, problem was...she suggested it. So we just went along anyway. It was a 20 mins trip by bus to FORUM. And when I got there we had lunch and just sat around with my cousin waiting for Nigel's class to start. Then my mum sent him up, my cousin when to go for her daughter's meet-the-parents session and I went to meet my mum too. After that I just went to go grab some stuff I needed from Watsons and ran up to JG to join the class. Not that I am there as a student, but as a guest. It felt horrible to not be part of that fun loving group and instead feeling like a total stranger in that environment, yet there was another part which was glad that I was there, at least for that hour or so. I had a great time there, watching all the performances and then I headed home. Had dinner. And I sort of fell into a bout of depression. I felt that Iwas not good enough to be there, in that room with Douglas, Kimberly, Harsh and the others. Looking at their progress, I felt that maybe I had been a source of tension within that fun atmosphere. Simply because I was not exposed to as much stuff as them and I was too focused on being there for my exams that I forgot about the fun of it all. I have my close friends to thank for being there for me when I was down. (: You people ROCK!

Today was okay, just that I woke up at 6.30am thinking that it was Monday. I opened the door to see my dad ironing the clothes and he told me he just came home. Then I realised my error in the day and went back to sleep. Man, I am too caught up with school. I snoozed till 9.30am, washed up, got changed and headed to CHC.I got there pretty early and did some homework. Then Darice came up to meet us and I got a form to fill. Then it was service time. Praise and worship went great. Sidney was a great musician and his songs are really powerful. I felt the presence of God within the air itself. Then it was a sermon by Pastor Kong who just got back and rushed from the other service at Expo. After service the cell group had a surprise for me. Haha, Thanks N350 you guys are awesome! Then Eunice, Wei Sheng and I went to JP to have lunch, we stayed there till 5pm before everyone parted. I got home, changed, was told to go changed out of my home clothes and left for Vivocity to catch "The Forbidden Kingdom". Bought tickets for the 9pm show. Went for dinner at Marche which is this restaurant which looks like a huge indoor marketplace. Okay, not really huge but it was cozy. Then we went window shopping for a while and the movie started. The movie itself was quite a treat. But it is one of those action-based "RPG" movie, based on a fairytale. The cinematics were pretty good, the plot is not THAT bad and the action is average too. So, I guess my rating for it is an okay, nothing more. And after all that I finally managed to come home, get a nice warm bath and do this post.

Now, on the Dread. Art lesson resumes on Tuesday, I have practically nothing and I have no inspiration. T.T I don't feel like facing LSL. She IS INTOLERABLE!!! >.<

B'day: 2 more days [as of 12.35am, Monday]
Exams: 5 more days.

"I felt invisible.
As I looked from where I was,
I didn't even meet those eyes.
I was in plain veiw,
yet I was nowhere in sight.

I spoke and no one heard.
I have lost my voice
to the things around.
Now all I hold on to is a shred.
A single shred of hope.

A hope so thin,
so fragile
and so unrealistic.

I felt a sense of self deception,
nothing is set in stone anymore.
My mind wanders,
I want the fragments back,
the fragments of my soul
and my heart.

It is not right to steal,
but is it okay...
...if it is done without knowledge?"

Gosh, that sounds quite emo. Haha, I need a way to vent something. Everything is so controlled, school, home, streets. Singapore can really destroy creativity at times.

*Sigh* This is quite a mouthful. I should scoot now, don't want to be late for school again. Ciaoz peeps.