Hey peeps. I am rather mixed up this week. Like everything is everywhere and I am in a fluster. And something random. My cousin is really funny, she SMS-ed me: Ehh, Leroy how to pronounce your name? Is it Lee-roy or Le-roy?. My reply: Technically it is Le-roy, because there is not second E and my mum said it is sort of like french with the stroke above the E. Then the next day Darice told me that my cousin asked her how to pronounce my name. I was like...LOL! But now you know it is Le-Roy...not Lee-Roy. I still don't quite mind either ways.

I have given up on the E math homework officially...I mean think about it logically. It is not really smart to focus on a subject that you can pass when there is the other subject you are failing at. Which would be A math. And A2 has officially become Lawrence Mak's only A math class in sec 4. So...yea, consider the options.

Well Sunday was pretty...hmm...alright la. Like nothing special or anything. Just that I had to drag myself from bed considering that I slept at 3 am that morning. But oh well, all in the name of O levels and ACJC. (: So I went to Queenstown to get Rah's exam paper and have breakfast. I always feel very like...unsettled whenever I meet her, cuz her mum can wax lyrical [according to my source: I don't even know if it is true] about me but I am seriously, FAR from expectation. Like REALLY REALLY FAR. Haha, so it is like...I seem 'guai', but no matter what, a person always has skeletons in his/her closets for sure.

So after that I went home...caught some Zs and did my E math [before the logic struck me]. Trust me, I was really stressed out that week. And I was really tired of everything already. Anyway, after it reached 10am, I left the house to head to CHC. I got there at 10.45 am and I managed to clear my week's math. Now I had A math left. Great. *shoots self*. But service was great and it really put things into perspective for me. From now on, I will serve to my best and give only excellence. Yay...Then I went to JP to eat at Subway. Walked round a bit and was talking to my Aunt Sally. Left JP at 5pm and I got home by 6.30pm. I was seriously beat. So I just ate dinner with my family...chatted on the computer for a bit and headed off to sleep. Didn't get anything done. *sigh*

Monday I just stayed at home. R&R and some quiet time to sleep.

Today Nick, Ian and I went to meet Jialin to get back our Chem papers. After the session Ian left first for a movie and Nick wanted to wait for Cumara. So we just sat around doing nothing. then Cumara ended up at Epicenter looking for headphones...and we went to Best Denki in Takashimaya to continue the search and finally after finding a headphone which was black [even though I said the baby blue one suited him nicely] we went to KFC. Then we just sat around and waited for Cumara to finish his notes on Organic Chem. After that Cumara went to buy gifts for his parent's anniversary. First, he was looking for a cake without egg. Cake without egg...Cake in Chinese is 蛋糕...without eggs? 糕. Great huh? Just buy Cream. So after he couldn't find one, we went to Paragon to look for more. And it was unsuccessful, so he bought chocolate for his parents instead. After that Nick, Cumara and Jialin were headed to Plaza Singapura. So I just gave up and went home. When I got home, a phone call from Jos came...we talked till 6.30pm. I went to clean up, mop floor and everything. Then my parents came home and I have overnight curry for dinner...WOW. If I don't make it for lessons tomorrow, you'll know why.

I am starting to think about DSA (Direct School Admission) via my drama certificate. But the thing is that I am worried that the criteria might require both performance + qualification but I have never joined a competition because I was never in Drama. I'll have to work extra hard to get into ACJC if I want that DSA and I need to seriously consider ACSian theatre for my JC life. But I really don't mind, ACSian Theatre is reputable and it is a pretty good organization to grow in I think. Just the politics. (:

Sigh, now that I see what's around me. It seems like my school friends and those people whom I thought were my best friends are nothing more than mere acquaintances. There really seems to be no one who will open up to me or actually just spend time to listen. It is the O level year, I agree. Yet I don't know why I am just disappointed with my 'best friends' in school when it seems like I am only a friend to them when I am physically around them at other times, I am just another guy on the list of countless people a person knows. I am truly blessed to have really great friende, even in very few number around me. I suppose it is just looking out for who is really there I guess. (: At least even if everyone deserts, I'll have 1 friend who won't.

I'll survive. Haha. Ciaoz.