Hey, hope you guys all had a nice fun Youth day. It is great to celebrate the energy and life we have as youths.

Anyway, I've also been up to some activities on my own.

Sunday was interesting. We had Rev. Mike Connell come speak for our service and he is known for his ministry in deliverance and healing. It was an amazing service, he talked about disappointment in one's life and how it can affect a person. Then he went on to tell us how we can deal with these disappointments in the right way. Then there was a time of prayer and deliverance, and things were happening all around me and stuff. It was really quite the scene. But I just watched, didn't feel much. I guess I just forgot everything or got over it somehow...hmm...no idea. Even my cousins got touched by the presence and love of God. (: So cool. Anyway, after service we had fellowship, lunch than headed our separate ways.

Reached my station, walked to my home. But then my mum called just when I reached the void deck of my block asking me if I wanted to join them for dinner. So I did, but I didn't have a huge appetite. Still ate a bit anyway. Then I got home and was really tired. Did some pointless stuff then went to sleep.

Today I woke up at 8.30am and just laid in bed thinking. More like emoing/stoning. I don't know, haha it seemed like a long time. But I was doing it for about 15 mins only. Lol, time really stopped for me! (: So I decided to get up at 9am to bathe, change and pack my stuff for the day ahead. Headed to Harbourfront. When I got there, Jos just left her house and Vic was still enjoying her chocolate milk. -.- So I just walked around aimlessly at Vivo until Jos arrived. Then we walked one round and decided to settle our breakfast at Vivo. Then Vic arrived. So after finishing up our breakfast. We decided to head straight to the rooftop terrace. And there we studied/drew. Jos kept complaining how hot it was...etc...usual stuff. So after that we decided it was getting late so we went down to get the tickets to Hancock. The 1.35pm tickets were selling fast so I decided to just settle with the 2.05pm tickets. So after we purchased our tickets, we headed to Pageone and browsed the stuff there. We saw all sorts of books and stuff. Then there was this Toys for Boys and Toys for Girls book. Nice subtitles. For the guys it was: "The value of a guy is seen by the price of his toys." and for the girls it was: "If there were no girls in the world, all the money would be worthless." [If I am not wrong.] Then we spotted the little black dress shelf? Yea, so Vic was going "ooooOOOO" over the books. But the show was going to start soon, so Jos dragged us both out of the store. We bought popcorns and went in for the movie. Hancock is a pretty good show. Some of the effects reminded me of Ironman, but the storyline is WAYY better. And Charlize Theron had her long hair. Haha, a bit hard to recognize her and Jos said it was Cameron Diaz *coughs followed by laughter*. But the whole she was pretty awesome with the effects and all. I'll rate it 4.5/5. Then after that we went to Coffee Bean Tea Leaf to study because Starbucks was over-crowded. Then we studied till 6.15pm and everyone split ways. We all had sunburns...*sigh* I went to meet my family at Harbourfront cuz my dad was picking us up. Went for dinner...came home. And now I am drawing that waterfront. I am so gonna get scolded by LSL tomorrow.

Feeling a bit moody these past few days. Maybe I am just stressed. I feel like I shouldn't have taken art for O levels because it might be a waste of money on my part. A bit too late for it now anyway. And I have so many stuff to cope with. I just want to drop some of my assignments. Give up everything and just focus on O levels. I don't know why I was such a fool to agree to Samuel Tan's request for an illustrator. I should have know that I can never work with him. Bad choice. *sigh* And there are things I just might not be able to get over. I think I'll see myself living a life of regret, regretting that I over estimate myself and fail to see that I am just not going to be able to meet everything with excellence if I just compromise. Oh well.

This song was quite interesting when I heard it. I like the lyrics, maybe it reflects some of my thoughts? Who knows.