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Hey guys, sup? I finished my IP paper alrdy and it was pretty alright I would say. (: A lot of bullshitting on my part. Hahahahahaha, anyhow whack answers.

Anyway, I wanna just jolt down some thoughts on my blog. Seems like a lot of stuff happens within a short period of time. Random thoughts flying in my head. I need to buy new strings for my acoustic guitar, although it is technically Ivan's and mine is with him. But still, it works. I want to find someone to practise with in making music...I need a teacher too, but cannot afford one. :P Although Wei Sheng is a great mentor. Well, and then what if I could do better in certain aspects of my life? What if I could be fitter physically? What if I was more charismatic? What if I was a natural talent rather then a normal kid. What if. one of those questions everyone will no doubt ask themselves, then either take actions to do it or let it haunt them for the rest of their lives. What if I lived my life out to satisfy the possible what if's in the future? Would that be much of a live? I think it would cuz that way I would have secured the last stage of Erikson's theory. Well, I want to dream big and make it big. Not let anything get in between me and my dreams. But is that worth crushing someone else's dream? Ripping through people who stand between me and my goal mercilessly, just to achieve self actualization? Is it worth all the people who are going to be torn apart in the process? Hmm...maybe I am to narrow minded, then again maybe I am too over concerned about what others think. Ironic, that the world values those who are different. And then set standards for what kind of difference is good or bad. People are judgemental, whether they confess it or not. I have gotten over the fact that people don't put me in good light. Although it affects me, what I don't know can't hurt me. Why should we care what others think? Yet, there are laws to follow and the only way to get around them is through power. Society has norms but set people apart to celebrate them for their difference. I envy actors, especially A listers. They are the few human beings who can keep their sanity under the scrutiny of society and the scorn of the human mind. I can't be bothered about their wealth. They are people who are just like us, put under the grill because of difference....end of the train.

A look into my mind? Hahah, it comes out in pictures and dialogue too though. :P