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Darice: Thanks Darice, for the support. (: I'm still trying to find my way back to God...I think I got too busy. But I believe that eventually he will still be there, where I didn't think he would be cuz it was just too close to think about.
ning:Thanks NING!!!! Lol, yea. I have been depending on my own energy...burning out. You're right! I gotta find rest in Him!!!
Cloud: My parents sold our current house la. Haha, but yea. I can't wait to start learning how to plan my life without second thoughts. Having my own house might allow me to see how I really HAVE to plan my expenses.
Shaun: Thanks man. (:

Hey all, I need to start updating more regularly but my schedule doesn't seem to allow it.

Anyway things have been going well for me this week. I mean, I've been busy to my neck but it hasn't reached the point where I have to choose one thing over another. Now I need to focus and get my game into writing up all my journal entries for DD and Voice, while studying for ILP with notes. It is very possible but it will definitely take me a lot of effort to sit down and just focus.

Well, I have done pretty well for my AD essay assignment. 80/100!!! Thank God for that. Although it is not the highest in the class, I shall be contented. And I learnt a few things from my essay too. Seems like I am more prone to the Applied Drama aspect of my course. Psychology may be a bit challenging to study for...especially the up and coming exams. Short answer questions and essay questions are not my best point when it comes to assessments. Well, gotta memorise my monologue for voice. I can do it.

Sigh, personal rants...I'm starting to feel sick of myself. I am reverting to the showy, arrogant part of me. And it really makes me sick, but I can't seem to just stop myself without appearing anti social. Sometimes things just get so awkward, silence may be the only thing you want...yet there is a burning desire to break that silence just cuz everyone else is to be cheerful and joyous. I feel like an individual, who wants to stand out from the crowd. Yet, the crowd doesn't accept individuals. They accept those who conform to expectations, then out of the crowd individuals will become popular. But not a single popular person, is ever truly who you think they are...isn't it? Well, loving people...the word love does ring a bell now. Jesus loves me. God loves me. But do I really know how to love? I like people. Doesn't say that I love them. I just like company. I like fun. I like a social life. I want to care. Then there's that pause. It looks back and you and then quietly rebukes you. "Who cares? Why care?" It'll say. Then we'll look for the answer to that question. But there will never be the right answer, or the perfect answer. In the end, we do it simply out of...perhaps a moral obligation. Who do you look out for in a group photo? Answer is, you.

Today, I helped Ee Seuu and her VC group do their project. Woke up at 7am to go meet them in school. It was a good photoshoot I guess. We got it wrapped up by 12pm. I like how the red bridge is just asthetically appealing to the eye, yet has so many hazards...


Good perspective drawing reference huh?

After that I got some rest at home and went to go meet most of DADP 01 @ Vivo to go for Vaanie's b'day party. It was a great party. We had some complications but in the end everyone managed to have their share of fun. (: The tongue is a vicious and deadly poison, yet I simply let it flow. I need to hold my tongue. Haha, and the air was filled with music, energy, romance and barbeque smoke. It was a good night out and DADP 01, or at least those who went really bonded I guess. Sometimes, being happy doesn't mean you have to always be part of the "fun"...


The night sea.

"I kinda wished you were there to see it with me."

And let me end of this post with.....

HAPPY ELEGANT 18th VAANIE!!!!!
Be a nice zebra to us now. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D