I WANT TO WATCH FAME!!!!!! (Movie pick of the month...it better be good.)

Haha, what's up ya'll? the weekends were quite boring. But I manage to hang out with the cellgroup more. Hmm, I don't feel really close to them somehow. It feels like there is a barrier between me and the church culture now. But the message on Sunday sure was a good reminder of how I should live my life, no matter how "secular" I become.

I'm starting to feel more and more shallow as a person as I go through the year. Somehow I have lost the part of me that likes to spend time alone thinking about stuff that will never really make sense in the end. And I also found out that I am rather bad with people actually. I will never be Mr. Popular, simply cuz of my opinions and veiwpoints. Well, that and the fact that I need to start thinking out of the box and come up with solutions rather then find flaws in another person's solutions. I have recently been pondering on how people and culture co-relate, like how will a person impact culture and why would it be that some people hold the power to influence it, while others just can't seem to do that. And well, everything eventually becomes a rat race and the "real world" isn't really all that different from schools. Politics are there, people are there, cliques are there...why heck, even the fact that no one really would give you a second chance is there. Oh well, I'll just live a simple life and be contented.

Watched G-force today!!! Rate it 3/5...just of the cool hamster ball-car chase scene. Lol, that's about the best part of the movie. I felt kinda sad wasting $6 on it, then wasting $7.10 on my popcorn dinner. T.T Why was I such an idiot?! Hahaha, but it doesn't matter. It was the people I was with that counted. (: Oh and before that, I went to Kenneth's house to watch 300 with him and Fred. Lol....Frederick Lee Yew Wee is obssessed with Spartans and Greek culture. Like totally. I mean 300 is cool and all, but I wouldn't watch it 5 times over. It friggin' gets boring. XD To each his own, I suppose. Played Halo 2 for a bit...lol...I miss playing Halo and I wanna get an Xbox 360. Yet reason tell me to say no cuz I don't have enough time anyway.

Ah well, my mission to start working enters into initiation tomorrow!!!
Note to self: DO NOT SCREW UP INTERVIEW. And start loving kids more, for their's is the Kingdom of Heaven. (Oh gosh, I feel so angelic. -Insert twinkling eyes and wings-)

I'll seeyuh when I seeyuh people!