Hey, sup!

Its been a lazy Saturday. And I spent a good amount of the day just chatting on MSN and watching Russell Peters. :/ Tried writing a song, lazy saturday. XD...got quite far. But I need a good hook this time.

But then in the evening, Nandini suggested to go out for a drink. So Nandini, Jerry and I went to Harry's at Holland V. Got a few drinks and shots. (:

My Margarita, Frozen.

Liquid XTC (Ecstasy) - Sweet stuff.

Nandini's Shot.

Jerry's Orgasm. XD

Nandini's Beer and Jerry's Long Island? I forgot what...

A tequila shot. Forgot the name again.

A nice sweet Manhatten to close.

The bill came up to $110. WOW. Hahaha, we survived. Lol...I need to work if I want to do this. Lol...Sheesh. Then we go to Cold Storage and headed to Swensens for supper. :/ I now run into debt again. Shit...I should stop spending so much. LIMIT!!!

hahaha...I need to go sleep soon.

(P.s. : Yea, I obey da' hottie. :P)

Yay, today I got to facilitate for DiE. Had teacher-in-role. I feel that I successfully mimicked Wee Peng's facilitation. LOL.

Funniest thing EVER. Ms Wong was telling Vaanie and Veron about having an article of clothing to signify a character of teacher in role. And it just so happened she gave the example of a jacket. AND I HAD MY JACKET THAT I PLANNED TO USE. OMG. Hahah, my surprise got BUSTED!~~ Man... Ms Wong so twit. She said I very twit too. :P And she though class starts at 1pm. Bimbo moment much?!

Anyway, today it was fun for most of the day. Got to talk to Mr Hans Lee. Do a new IDEAs plan. Meet the CG for dinner. Talked to Eunice and walked her home. Lol...damn funny la. Randomly slap people one. And the whole time while I was talking to her about all the funny fun facts about Social Psychology, there was this lady sitting on the opposite side of the bus. Laughing. Like, omg was I talking that loudly. XD

Damn tired now BTW. Need to do DIE. Lalalalalalala~~~~~

I like the colours of the sky
Against the scarlet city line
The setting sun upon my eyes
I walk along, walk along.

haha, I feel that this could mean a new song...

P.S.: [EDIT] HOTTIE damn sweet. She typed my name in caps on her blog. XD

Well, the deed is done. Grade 7 Group exams are over. Now it seems, I have school work to catch up on.

Today was a day of tears. First in the morning, tears of bittersweet departure. The "oldies" of the class, Douglas, Santhiya and Kim are leaving the class. And now I am left, for 2 more terms to finish, hopefully, Grade 8 (or Grade 7) individual. I wonder if I can do performing arts. I only have a few skills, unlike my talented counter parts. It has been an honour performing and learning with them. Although I sometimes feel out of the loop, it has always been fun working with them. Since Primary 5, it has been a journey of joy and laughter most of the way. The occasionally burst of brilliance in focus and hardwork. Or as Tara puts it, bullshit. :P Sigh...Tuesday night performance arts are going to be rather quiet nowadays.

Later at night, it was sad tears. Tears that flowed for fellow comperes. Our friends, who are within the Comperes family, watching some of the seniors being "released" from the club. It was saddening. Watching the club fall apart. It reminded me of Technopreneurship in ACSBR. It hurt to see the club close down. And I don't want it to happen again. And this time, although membership through Merit may not be the best option, I feel that it is necessary. I mean, commitment is the least you could ask for if you want to join a CCA like Comperes. And even if we don't get top pick, people will choose you if you have commitment. Sigh, even I only got an event when people did not want to go for it. And slowly I see events. (: Sigh, it hurts to see members getting removed.

Well, managed to catch up on ONOW at least. Now time for DiE!! And I need to start brain storming for IDEAs, revise and research on ILP, check out ISP, get my math right for FBS and prepare my presentation for KYR. I am GONNA DO IT!!!

Ciaoz people!

Hey guys, I figured I'm gonna post something short today. But I don't think this will be short. :/

Anyway, I've been going through a whole load of stuff this week. I am quite burnt out. Or rather I am nearing it. I am keeping myself in condition. (:

PFA Grade 7 group exam, is coming up. This Tuesday. And we are having 2 pieces that need polishing. Sigh, everyone is on high stress and we are tired. Had a lot of laughing going on in class over the smallest things. Clear sign.

Well, on my friends side. I feel caved in. My friends trust me, yet I am never nearly there enough for them. I am like a fair weather friend. Maybe I am. Truth be told, I don't feel proud of myself as a friend. Always so self centered and senseless to my surroundings. I feel kind of bad, not being able to pick out obvious signs of problems. Yet if I could pick them out, what can I do? I am just a teenager at this point in my life, and there are limitations to what I can do. Domestic affairs are always a problem that I can only watch and sympathise. And there is nothing I can do about them.

Love, he's such a fickle friend. Its funny how so many things can make him slap you in the face and tell you to go meet his friend called Emptiness. I have so many reasons to stop loving. But I can't. My hands are tied to my back and she is getting hurt. We broke up, even if it was my call it still hurts so much. Sigh...life is so fair. So damn fair some times.


Half of my heart, just wants to stop beating. the other half want to keep dreaming.

Ciaoz folks.

Hey guys, been real hectic.

I HOSTED MY FIRST EVENT TODAY!!! The Staff and Student Games 2009. It was not as scary as I thought. Just that my energy level isn't working out for me. :/ One of the drawbacks of having a deep voice beside a shrill one?...something like that. Yep Yep.

PFA Grade 7 NEXT WEEK. OMG. DIE DIE DIE *hyperventilate* Gosh...I need to memorise my song soon. And kinda get over the whole fact that my voice could be damaged and just sing my heart out. Got rehearsals!!!! Wheeeee, even if they clash with so many other things.

A baby enters this world with a clenched fist, not knowing better, wanting to grab everything. An old man leave with open hands, his lesson learnt. That we cannot take anything with us. Something i read from Mitch Albom's new book. Non-fiction rocks when it is so real.

Well, that's all from me folks. (: It was fun meeting Wen Jie again too. Lol..

WOO HOO!!! I had a blast there. And loves and props to all the people from INNO SEA!!! Ya'll rock. And given the response to all the cheering. Losing my voice for a bit was a small price to pay. (:

Facilitated B1 with Small Michelle. Lol...it was fun getting to know all the monsters. Although at the end of it. My reflection to myself was kinda bad. I had participated more than I facilitated. Which should not be the case with such events. Partying can be done any day, but building relationships is hard to come by. I'm sorry to those who may have felt left out in B1. But I am sure you'll had a great time too. I KNOW IT!!! Hahahaha. *break into spastic laughter*

Here are the photos ya'll!!!!

Team B1!!! Tarzan and Jane! (: We made it to the top 3 of the group!

the Fantastic 4.

Michelle doing her job. XD

Our cocktail of the evening. Calamasi served in Testtubes. (:

Woah...DISCO effect much? XD Brilliant job camera woman. :P





Turnover time!







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Welcome to WALT DISNEY.

my voice was kinda off by this time.

Party's about to start!

Bus to Vivo

Ezzaty and Fatima

B1 at 4am in the morning

Our friendship tapestry surprise.



lighting of the Kong Meng lantern.

More photos are on FB. Hahaha, my tag actually dropped off during the party cuz I was too sweaty. Gosh...I am like so FAT. XD

Well, it ended on Sunday morning and I came back to recuperate. Got myself "Five people you'll meet in Heaven" and "Have a little Faith" by Mitch Albom. Great books, great reads. I learnt a bit more about life, sacrifice, dedication, hatred, forgiveness and choices.

This Short Msg is Dedicated to someone who has changed my life so much:
These words are for you. I am not a poet or a brilliant writer but these are a part of my soul itself. I am really grateful for the time we have together. And I know things are looking bleak now and we are both lost in transition. But I will always remember that one person who influenced me so much. With a listening ear, sometimes a few smart remarks, witty sarcasm and time willing to be spent. You have made a mark on my life that few can ever do I believe. And you are the first one at that too. I am sorry for all the disappointment and all the sacrifices you have ever made. I pray for you, sometimes unaware of what I am praying for exactly, yet it just happens. These are hard times, and I'll be a willing friend and a shoulder for you to lean on. Please forgive me. I care.

Escapade is tomorrow. Carnival is tomorrow too. And I am involved in both. No need to sleep tomorrow night. Yay...great.

I haven't had time to work on my song. At all...

I seem enchanted by beauty. Lost in confusion. Entangled in pointless envy. Trapped in a box with a prick. I am a whirlwind of thoughts. I enjoy being alone at times, yet hate it when people leave me alone. I want to focus on work, but attraction is an ubiquitious friend. I can't tell the difference when that fine line is where I am treading on. So I just close my eyes and walk.

Its been a good week. Messy, but good. (: I suppose.

...at least for now. It is a huge sigh of relief for the whole team. It was a resounding success, apparently. (: Great stuff.

After so much work and rehearsing, we finally finished the whole product and polished it up for audience members to have something tangible and nice to work with. Yay. And we overan in time...which I think is a blessing in disguise.


Rehearsal time! Lights!

Woooohooo, I hope I can see this project move out of SP into bigger places. Hurra for team 1 and 2!!! along with the DADP classmates who supported us! Love ya'll. (:

Damn tired now. PFA Grade 7 exams are so near...I am scared for us. Need to be more disciplined!!!!

The performance is tomorrow.

The lights are in my eyes. I can't see clearly. Forum theatre is a form that demands focus. :/ I need energy.

My emotions seem to be running on high these past few days. I'm quite exhausted after each day. I barely have enough energy to type. And this is kinda a good thing I suppose. (:

Stop asking about my status, I am alright with Jos. Chill. We sorted it out.

I am scared of a few emotions, elated over a few event, disappointed over some expectations, lost in a few ideas and hinged onto my schedules.

I want to Jam again.

The performance is tomorrow. Nights. (:

Results of DiE Lecture and colours from ILP lecture. Lol...

I need to focus more on work. Less on myself and more on my dreams. I want to chase my dreams but they will not be my master.

gonna try song writing now. :/ Lets see how that works out.

To a dear friend:
Congratulations on your entry into SRT!!!! OMG its so cool. Although I missed the opportunity, it is my fault. You should really be proud of yourself! (: Amazing shizzz. Cool. hahaha, loves from your friend leroy! (:

Now I feel like giving all to worship. I shall go do just that.

this song has caught my attention yet again:

Hey folks, its been a long day for me. I feel that I have improved a bit more for comperes again. My energy level seems to have been upped today. (: Yay. DiE was draining. But the whole idea that Dorothy Heathcote has brought up in DiE is starkingly amazing. I feel like an amateur in drama now. And surprisingly, it feels good.

Ideas was just thrashy la. -.- I need a subject fast. ):




Sad fact...no tattoo artist can do this because it is too damn small.

Good news, means I can change my freedom of expression everyday with non-permanent ink. (: And to me, that freedom is what liberates us to do self expression. Such that each day is a new adventure for self discovery. (:

gotta do work now. Ciaoz people!

Michael Jackson led a start studded lifestyle. Almost like a dream to most people. Being loved by millions, under the limelight all the time. Starting a music revolution. Yet, all he dreamt about was to love. Its inspiring.

And oh yea, Orianthi kicks ass on guitar...I wish I could shred at half her speed. Lol...:P I'll keep workin' on it I suppose.

Here's what I drew in ILP today, somehow the cognition of the adolescence isn't all the interesting. :/




Haha, now I've got a request from Sharon to do one of these for her. Hmm, I ain't that good. But I'll try. (:

Got my books on DiE, 5 strangers I need to meet and an ONOW write up to complete. Cya.

Were so tiring. Hahah, and I surprisingly had the least blocking to do. (: I need to get into the chillout mood more.

ESCAPADE IS COMING UP SOON FOR ALL YA "O" LEVEL STUDENTS!!!! CHECK IT OUT!!!! Hahaha, gonna be great.

Btw on the way home from P. Arts today, apparently a callgirl/streetgirl called out to me and nodded in my direction. That signifies 2 things, I look old and somehow loaded. -.- I am neither. So I turned away and walked fast. The lady was like...EWWWWW...sorry. Somehow china doll faces don't quite appeal to me if I can tell that it is layered with about 6 layers of foundation. *pukes*

-.- I think someone called me a twit...

ISP was quite dreary today. Social perception. And I wrote down so little. I NEED A TEXTBOOK. FAST.

Anyway after school went to JP to have lunch. Hoping to get my jeans there but plans changed. So we had lunch at LJS. Junie, Jerry and I had a nice long animated chat. Pft...we were talking about funny stuff in school. While the others were discussing ONOW. So yea, we talked a lot about...rather interesting stuff. XD Then the funny thing happened when Jerry showed Junie the sms from Amanda Chng. Watch it unfold:


Tug o war.

Notice how her legs are on the table? Lol...


Haha, amazing. All over the fact that Jerry had smses that he wanted to keep private. XD Gosh, things people do in public when with friends. And some random shots:



The others. Lol...

Went over to PS after that and got myself 2 pairs of levis jeans. (: Happy me. Total cost of $119. Not bad if I could say so myself. Got to pay for JG fees soon. And my claim for my laptop got accepted!!! YAY!!!

Oh yea, got a bit carried away with my drawing in class...doodled on my hand. Seems like it is quite nice, so I decided to share. Lol...



Me so no life. (: