Hey guys, I figured I'm gonna post something short today. But I don't think this will be short. :/

Anyway, I've been going through a whole load of stuff this week. I am quite burnt out. Or rather I am nearing it. I am keeping myself in condition. (:

PFA Grade 7 group exam, is coming up. This Tuesday. And we are having 2 pieces that need polishing. Sigh, everyone is on high stress and we are tired. Had a lot of laughing going on in class over the smallest things. Clear sign.

Well, on my friends side. I feel caved in. My friends trust me, yet I am never nearly there enough for them. I am like a fair weather friend. Maybe I am. Truth be told, I don't feel proud of myself as a friend. Always so self centered and senseless to my surroundings. I feel kind of bad, not being able to pick out obvious signs of problems. Yet if I could pick them out, what can I do? I am just a teenager at this point in my life, and there are limitations to what I can do. Domestic affairs are always a problem that I can only watch and sympathise. And there is nothing I can do about them.

Love, he's such a fickle friend. Its funny how so many things can make him slap you in the face and tell you to go meet his friend called Emptiness. I have so many reasons to stop loving. But I can't. My hands are tied to my back and she is getting hurt. We broke up, even if it was my call it still hurts so much. Sigh...life is so fair. So damn fair some times.


Half of my heart, just wants to stop beating. the other half want to keep dreaming.

Ciaoz folks.