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Leroy Yap

Taurus

i'm born at 23rd April '92, living out my dreams. if you want my email, please contact me, either in msn or through tagboard.

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
NEW YEAR"S COMIN'!!!

...AND I AM GOING FOR A BLOODY CAMP! WTH!!!!!! ZOMG!!! Couldn't the B.M.T. Camp wait?...geez.

3 days and 2 nights of camp galore with the SPARC-Comperes-Photography club people! I don't have much energy to look forward for camp games, but I do have energy to look forward to fellow campers. Bonding time with the club and expanding networks.

Well, now the plan on the 31st is to finish camp, come home for a nap, have people over at my place for a time of booze and shamelessness, countdown and sleep. Then rush off the malaysia on the 1st. :/ Messy messy messy. Now you wonder why I don't want to go for camp?

HAIZ...Mitchell doesn't want to go, Madelyn doesn't want to go, Sharon doesn't want to go...why the hell am I going? hahahaha, after playing Dead Space, I am not up for nightwalks. Totally not up for it. XD I WANT A PLASMA CUTTER WITH ME FOR NIGHTWALK. AT LEAST. Me a total coward. Hahaha.

Oh well, gonna go sleep now. Bye!

Sunday, December 27, 2009
X'mas and more....

Hey ya'll, hope you guys had a good christmas! MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN!

So anyway, updates here and there...

The Christmas drama this year felt very fake to me. Overly melodramatic and the non-lead actors were plain uncommitted. Job hazard for me...and I wanna join the ministry. I need more humility.

The party with Debates people went quite well. Pacer did some funny shit. Kinda got to know Paki and the others better. Haha, we had Sherades and Texas Hold Em. And everyone was kinda out by 4am. Save for Box, Paki and me. Playing Taiti till 7am when I left. I feel like a young, innocent and immature child with them. But that just goes to show that I am not as impure as people put me out to be. (: Slept from 8am - 2pm.
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What my hair looked like at 2pm when I woke up.

Went shopping with Duckie and then headed to Jerry's place for the night. Celebrated christmas, watching BLOOD. MOVIE SUCKED! Like WTFBBQZOMGKNNCCB what was the producer thinking? Oh well, the girls are hot. I'll give it that much. Yea, had fun chats and fell asleep. Woke up at 11.35am, rushed to Leon's house, gift exchange and all. Rushed home and had a mini family gathering that was a partial success! (:

I am so happy with me right now. The world won't give a shit but I am HAPPY!!!! hahaha...

A parting picture with the gift Lucas got for Jos and I.
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He doesn't know. :P NIGHTS!

Thursday, December 24, 2009
Eve...

Gonna go for Service later. Christmas Drama, gonna be good. (:Gonna go to some unknown hotel to party with TP debates people. Lalalala~~~ I wanna come home sober tonight at least. Then it'll be CHRISTMASY CHRISTMAS. Which will be celebrated with another sleepover. Gosh...I am like...gonna burn off all my money on transport and gift exchange. And I still owe Mark an AWESOME birthday treat. :/

Gonna have camp next weekk.....geez....Cya'll!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! (1 day in advance!)

Monday, December 21, 2009
Not FAIR.

I love this SONG!!!!

Lily Allen just makes the media rock with such songs. Haha, I love how it is so raw and funny.

*Rolls off bed laughing*

*ahem*

Okay, so I spent most of yesterday sleeping in bed cuz of general fatigue. Hahaha, I guess I am overworking and under sleeping.

Today was super uneventful. :/ Met Nandini for lunch at FC4, got to chat with Seuu Seuu, Ynex and Georgia for a bit. Hahaha, Nan and I had out little chit-chat about india. And then I went for auditions for the library orientation video. Apparently I need to work on having the corporate message across with my tone, whatever that means. It just sounds like it'll make my acting seem corny and super unnatural. But I suppose that's what is needed for people to get stuff. You know if you go too fast they just shut down. Almost like a Mac. :P Worked with Shah(DMC), Luke and Melvin(Both DTVM). Haha, epic thing was, Shah is suppose to act like a hulking guy while I am scared of him...well we all know how that'll go. XD Everything was wrapped up around 5pm. Got home...went for dinner...ya da ya da ya da....and now I shall go do other stuff.

Oh yea, Alia called me the Grinch. And dedicated the Grinch, as sung by Jim Carrey to me. I know right, I'm just so heartless and mean. Hehehehehe~~~ I'm green, I'm hairy and I like being scary. :P

Cya!

Sunday, December 20, 2009
COMPERES OUTING!!!

Gift exchange with Comperes ROCKS!!! (But I overspent. -.-'')

Haha, well today was kinda awesome because I got to go for dinner with Comperes people! (: AWESOMEZ...I was a bit spastic and irritated at first, cuz everyone was everywhere and I couldn't meet anyone. So I went to have a nice bowl of SLICE ICE to chill ($3.50). Then, went to meet Alia and all at Chameleon, went to buy gift at 77th Street ($24.90 due to Membership renewal). Boo...but then Ramen Ten was fun. So, PLUS POINTS. (: But I spent like....$20 on food. So that's a grand total of $46.40 in 1 day. And my allowance is $80. That, plus I booked 2 tickets for "Sunday Afternoon" album launch (another $42). I have alrdy overspent. Great stuff. Sigh... I need to stop spending so much. RAWR.

My bank account now has a ledger sum of $95.67 - $24.90 = $70.79.

That minus the $42, I am going to transfer...OMG...$28.79 left. ARGH!!!! NOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOoooo....

Okay, you might find it weird that I am doing my finances here, but I have to start keeping track of my money. T.T...I have tried saving for 3 weeks...so many events. It doesn't seem to be working!!!! Sigh, I need to get back to work. Really work my ass off and put off all the school activities. But then like...school activities are all over and they keep looking for me. Gotta say no.

PHOTOS from past 2 major events? Haha, kinda like that:

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The red carpet!
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Don't ask...I just felt like it. (:
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Everyone...more or less.
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Lalala~~~
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The awesome people of Comperes!

Whoosh, I am learning Sunday Afternoon by Alarice, trying to sing I haven't met you yet by Micheal Buble and getting my ipod shuffle to work. I think the Ipod is damaged. :/ It sucks....

But BUT BUT. Tomorrow is candlelight service! Gonna be damn fun! (: hahahaha, I can't wait. And its Christmas alrdy. Boo...oh well. Gonna be 18 soon, POO. ):

Gonna go nighty nights now. (: Cya'll

Thursday, December 17, 2009
Soft lights and loud mics.

Today was a nice day. It was. WAS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUU SEUU!!!

Tricked me into thinking that your birthday was on the 31st. RAWR. Lol...we PUNK'D each other.

Anyway, SP ACER training was rather dry and we just sat in the same ol' bus going the same ol' route, so that everyone got a go on trying to be a tour guide on the bus. Meh...interesting. Then we celebrated Seuu's birthday and all. Went to go see Ms Wong and stuff.

Got home, THINGS JUST WENT DOWNHILL. (: Someone calls me up and argues with me. Then another person on MSN seeing that I was on the phone, got pissed that I couldn't reply. And now I have resolved one the other asks me to choose. Headache much?!?!
Geez...

Bye.


The last song of today.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009
The Oscars goes to...

Meritus Mandarin Ballroom. Haha.

But before that. I have got to cover an epic event that unfolded at ECP today. A grand total of 8 people, me included. Skated/Cycled from ECP - Changi Village - Back to ECP. Although it took 4 hours. It doesn't matter. Cuz it is the FIRST time it did not rain when our group went. 5th attempt and finally no rain when we reach Park Connector. XD Coincidentally, it poured after that. Amazing. But I personally skated at least 30km, even when the park was only like 28km in totally. Given how I keep going in zigzags and repeating routes. It rounds off. Hahaha, finally got my ass to exercising, and I gained 2 blisters from the skates. Geez...note to self. Get a PROPER pair of skates if I ever want to pull that off again. I am happy with myself for that. (:

And then I rushed home, bathed, change and rushed out of home. For a dinner which I arrived late for. :P All the girls waiting for me...even when they are late. Haha, I gotta really stop doing this to myself and these poor folks. More Buffer time is called for. But yea, themed Oscars. It was the SPSU 50th Appreciation Dinner. Cool stuff. (: I kinda got bullied by all the people in my table...cuz...I was the only guy. :/ So sad... It was a fun night out though. Got to know more people and get to know others better. (: The dancefloor at the end was just...so out of place. Clubbing at a 5 star hotel? I don't know, doesn't feel right to me. :P

So now, I have taken a nice cold bath. Have my feet on my pillows and feeling all fatigued. I shall leave little people to lead their little lives. (: Yay. Nights.

Monday, December 14, 2009
Relocated.

FINALLY BACK AT QUEENSTOWN. RAWR, back to that 15mins ride to school. (:

replies to tags:
TheOneAndOnlyZach- Lol...I know right.I am just awesome.
seuu- Aww....modest. Haha, have a good trip. *even if you are gone*
Duckie- Too late. :P

Spent most of my weekends packing for the new house.

Reflections on CLS for Comperes Journal:
Today's event was quite a success. I can feel myself gaining confidence after each event. This time I hosted with Jas and I felt kinda nervous like 15mins before the event cuz I realised that I was going to host with a senior who is about to doze off. :P But I only slipped up 2 times. Once on Mr Tseng Kau Chou's name, note to self go and get to know more people with unusually local names. And the second time, stumbling due to my nerves. I started to speak a bit too fast and stumbled when I wanted to take control of the pace again. About the tone, I am not sure if I sounded energetic enough. Gotta keep working on that. But overall the event gave me a boost in my moral. I felt that it was a good run! YAY! (:

So after this event I came to my new house to clean up the place. GAWD it was so DUSTY! But it was fun cleaning up and packing for the new place.

MOVED IN TODAY. And it has been a long day. Gonna take at least 2 weeks to unpack. I think house warming will be next year. (: Hopefully I can get like a nice caterer for the food. Hahaha, I need to start planning more events so that I can gain more contacts. :/ Troublesome.

Gonna finish up DiE now. Cya!

Friday, December 11, 2009
Cynics.

"Understanding the Gopalan Nair Incident....

US blogger Gopalan Nair is facing charges for insulting Singapore's civil servants. This is a very serious offense and he deserves to be jailed for it. I'll explain why it is so serious.

First let me send an email to President George Bush, Condi, US Supreme Court:
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President Bush is the worst president ever in the USA. He is a liar and took the country to war on a false premise. He is corrupted by special interests shaping his policies to favor big oil companies rather than ordinary Americans. He is incompetent and his cabinet of neocons are prostitutes to a failed ideology that has weakened his great nation and destabilised the world. His pardon of his crony "scooter" Libby shows that he has no regard for the law or justice. George Bush should be impeached he is a criminal who surrounds himself with corrupted men who serve the interest of the military industrial complex, oil companies and Wall Street financiers. His administration is worse than any kangaroo court in asian countries and is a joke in the eyes of many people. Dick Cheney & Rumfeld are men who have sold their souls and their conscience for money.
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Mr. Bush look here. I, Lucky Tan, will be in the USA on 10 Jul 2008. I will be within your jurisdiction and that of your corrupt govt and your corrupt cronies. What are you going to do about it?
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Lucky Tan,
Holiday Inn LA, USA Room 438.
10 Jul 2008.
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What will George Bush do to me? Nothing much, really. He has 20 million other insults on the Internet to handle so it will be a long time before he gets to mine.
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Singapore leaders and top civil servants cannot be insulted unlike the leaders of other countries. They are protected by law from insults. This is about guarding the reputations and integrity of the people who run our system. They cannot be questioned on their independence, honesty, and competence. So why am I allowed to insult George Bush and his merry men....and get away with it? .....Why don't the Americans implement similar laws to protect their govt men and leaders?
The reason is quality. The quality of the people we have as leaders and civil servants are a lot higher than those in USA.

Quality is the reason why our media is allowed to attack the opposition in many ways - e.g. calling Chee a mad man, liar, scoundrel and psychopath. The quality of opposition members is so low, they deserve to be insulted, jailed, bankrupted and arrested. Quality is a treasured among our elites who possess so much of it. Quality is what Singaporeans pay for in our leaders - "you want quality, pay for it". American leaders don't have much quality and they don't get paid much.
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Let me remind everyone to be appreciative of the top quality leadership that we have in govt. You should find ways to show your gratitude like writing letters of appreciation to the Straits Times Forum or starting a blog like me to help others understand the grand achievements of our esteemed leaders.

You may occasionally have the urge to say something inappropriate - perhaps after going through the ERP, or upon receiving your utilities bill or after the GST increase. Let me remind you there is a law in place to protect our civil servants from insults, you should try something else like blaming it on George Bush, the President of USA...he is not protected by law from insults so you can say as many nasty things you want about him. ....that will definitely make you feel much better. Gopalan Nair is guilty because as a US citizen for the past 10 years, he has not learned to vent his frustration on George Bush instead of our civil servants & leaders. If he wrote about George Bush instead of Belinda Ang & MM Lee, he would still be sitting in Starbucks sipping coffee instead of ChangiPrison - he has chosen the wrong people to insult....our leaders cannot take insults."
-Lucky Tan, a blogger.


I love this kinda stuff. It rocks. You wanna know why? Cuz this makes me wonder if not being able to take insults and criticism is a good or bad thing. XD I mean if you read through the whole thing its like PAP is awesome. Then at the end of it the twist is, PAP is awesome but don't criticise or insult it. Uh, I think it something is out there in the open, its kinda subjecting itself to criticism and a handful of brutal insults. It just comes as a badge of honour that you stood for something that is good. Even if it isn't perfect. Lol, but Lucky Tan is one amazing blogger...she has a wit that is beyond my understanding. So much to that it is confusing. Either that or my grasp of the english language is not as "powderful" yet.


FYI: Gopalan Nair was charged for insult of a public servant. Then there was a change in the charges, defamation I think? And he was put to serve 3 months in Jail.


Freedom of speech is a sensitive topic. Lets not talk about it lest we get into trouble. (: I love the sheer irony.

Anyway, my life has been more than that. Been around to reading my DiE text. Seems very interesting and opinionated. I would love to be able to really practise DiE in real time in the future. Expand my knowledge on it.

Friends...been facing issues. Hasn't been a good week. Hahah, even my parents are worried about my friends. Geez, dramatic much? So anyway, I got railed at last night about my friends. That I shouldn't get myself so involved. Although my friends are having problems now, if I continue to get involved it'll become my problem. Cuz that person can cost me all my other friends. And...I dunno if I should agree or not. Cuz evidence supports it but believes don't. Make sense? I figured that much too. Hahaha, and thanks to Ee Seuu for putting up with my crap. :P She so nice, but scary.

In school now, really tempted to eat. But I need to have discipline! I can do it!!! 8am- 8pm!!! Its no big deal!!! OMG I CAN DO IT!!!


Lalalala~~~ someone has a sweetheart, but she(sweetheart) is attached...lalalalala~~~ XD Being from AC is so funny when you have friends like mine.


Gonna work on Know Your Rights now. (: Cya!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Hahah, not gonna reply those tags. XD Kinda disturbing a few of them. ~~

SO ANYWAY!

Its been a good start to the week. No school on monday. That settled the monday blues, but I did have to go to school anyway to collect money from Steph and Amanda. Dinner is at Meritus Mandarin. THANK GOD ITS NOT MARINA MANDARIN!!! Haha, saved from awkwardness. (:
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This posters have been around school. I dunno what they are for...:/ money for blogging. I want!

So anyway, after that I took a nice long train ride to Tampines to meet Jos and all. Just to send her home. XD This is what happens when you have no plans or plans get cancelled. But overall I had a nice day. (: The end.


This song is nice and catchy! (: Kinda describes my life I think. :P

Saturday, December 5, 2009
Renovation plans, fixtures....meh, troublesome.

Sup! tag replies:

doggie - Go get some aspirin.
seuu - Sorry. Haha, I was refering to someone else. But I was thinking about you at that point in time. Meh...edited alrdy la. C'mon la, you don't have to get so defensive about being backwards and not having a blog. ;)

Hey yo! Today is dead tiring. Went to do some banking stuff with my parents and go get the keys to our new house!!! Yay!!! Back to the green line!!! Its like a rather well kept little mansionette on the 2nd story. I wanna have a little jamming studio, but it requires volume control. A LOT OF IT. Meh...

Here's a sneak preveiw:

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Hall.
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My room.
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haha, it wasn't this clear on my phone. :P

Damn tired. Sigh....I spent nearly the whole day in this house. Lol...sucks cuz its so dusty and all. Gonna do spring cleaning tomorrow. Hahahaha, hope I don't meet any friendly critters. (:

An interesting quote I came across today: " I may not know the Key to Success. But the Key to Failure is trying to keep everyone happy."

Hmm....thoughts on that. Its facinating. Anyway, gotta go do other stuff now. Ciaoz!

Friday, December 4, 2009
DJ remix.

What's up people!

Replies:
Cloud - To watch New moon? okay, you organize. You pay also. :P
TheOneAndOnlyZach! - I know, doesn't mean we enjoy arguing. Esp Jerry. :/

Anyway people!!!! Today was a rather boring day la. Quite long and draggy and empty. Highlight of the day!!! I got this app from Zach called VirtualDJ which is kinda like what a realtime DJ would use. Just that we don't get to touch the actual scratchdeck. :/ Meh.
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Here's a pic! EPIC!

have been mixing music all day. Kinda gets boring after a while cuz I don't have a lot of dance music. Geez...enough is never enough. hahah, yea well. that's about it really.

Ah lalalala~~~ social psyche is so fun...KYR is so messed up. Need to do research. FAST. OMG. ILP!!!! RAWRS.


Heartbreak Warfare in AUGMENTED REALITY!


This song rocks. Friends, Lovers or Nothing.

Thursday, December 3, 2009
Opinions and thoughts.

Hey ya'll. Today has been a long day. Even without school.

Went to watch 2012 in the morning with Jerry, followed by a project meeting for ONOW. I swear, Jeremiah Chen and I can NOT work in the same group. Our opinions are totally opposing and we kinda hate each other's mindset altogether. How we are friends? I don't know. Lol...but apparently, our teammates feel awkward working with us cuz we are the loggerheads in the group and it causes a lot of retardation in progress. Honestly, I'd kinda rather work alone on facilitation projects. :/ Its just a thought. Come to think of it, it kinda bugs me how he and I always end up on the same project team. I want to wring that guy's neck off when I work with him. Geez...

And someone raised this point about being more acceptable to others if I change to be less vocal about my opinions. Haha, that's one helluva funny point. If I don't voice my opinions, who the hell is going to give me a chance? Like what the heck... Just to be accepted and be liked by others I have to give up my own beliefs and veiwpoints about a matter? Lol, silent interjections. Like that'll ever work. Classroom politics are so lovely, they show you how "sophisticated" people are when all they ever do is go out of it without a real opinion. Haha, like they say ~ "If you have made an enemy, you know that at some point in your life you stood for something." I don't believe in people liking me, but I believe in people who hate me because they validate that I am individualistic enough to not just follow the leader all the time. Hopefully I can keep that on the right side of matters. (: [I am stubborn as shit]

Supposedly gonna watch New Moon with CG. But that was not possible due to full cinemas. So I'll guess that its gonna be with someone else. :/ I need to save up. And I hope that this time the movie is more forgiving. Don't get me wrong, I like the book. I just don't think it'll ever amount to an epic movie. Only die hard fans will support it half heartedly. Others...just...uhmm...pass it up as another one of those books-to-big screen moments that is doomed for doom. Shopped around for Xiao Heng's "mini-makeover".

Got home. Got scolded. Got a drink. Gotta rest.

Nights ya'll~!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Killin' TIME!

First up Tag REPLIES:

Cloud - My old skin kinda expired. :P
Shaun - Its 18. Apparently I look old. :/ I dunno if that's suppose to be a good or bad thing.
Ning - Hahaha, its okay Ning. (: I'm cool with it. Doesn't bother me a lot, as long as I got the experience. :P Heh~~

Now, it has been a rather draggy week. Lol...Monday, went to go meet the kids from the ONOW Organisation. Haha, first time I played WWE since I was 10. The kids are just lovable. Although they play rough, they are boys after all. Lol...then went for dinner with the Comperes people at NYDC @ Holland V followed by Coldrock ice cream! Yum. Watched Fantastic Mr. Fox too.

Lalala~~~ Going off for some IT talk at MLT12 now.

This kinda thing is what twitter is for, NO? :P Cya later!

[Edit]

OMG I WASTED 2 HOURS OF MY LIFE AT THAT TALK. haha, I better get CCA points for attending. :P Sigh, its Dec alrdy. So, so, so soon. Anyway, there is not school tomorrow. (: Yays! Gonna go running in school though. I don't know if that's a good or bad idea, but what the heck la. hahahaha...

Anyway, its December now...and I'll be at another legal milestone again next year. Need to be more careful about my behaviour now. Lol...:P Heck la...I am bored. I've got 5 presentations waiting for me and 1 research paper. Better get cracking!