I am...

Leroy Yap

Taurus

i'm born at 23rd April '92, living out my dreams. if you want my email, please contact me, either in msn or through tagboard.

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I'm chillin' to the tunes of my guitars, wondering about a future in drama, thinking about performances and finding that piece of myself.


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Sunday, February 28, 2010
Hey Soul Sister!



I love this song...

Got $20 angpao from work today. This week is long. Sigh...my life hasn't been blog worthy. (:

Its still fun. Ciaoz.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010
1 down, 2 to go.

Sup ya'll. Just finished my ISP paper. And oh finished reading my new book. (: Anyway, I am going to start on lifespan psychology soon. But before that I found an interesting video that everyone should get a laugh out of.



Yep. Gonna catch Percy Jackson tomorrow. Ciaoz peeps!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Update here...

Hey all, I'm still alive. Been off for a few days cuz I have been studying for ISP and ILP. Uh, suppose to work later today but I smsed them and I dunno what happened. So...hahahha, whatever. Worse thing that could happen is that I get fired. :P

Anyway, I went out with Shida, Zac and Sen Rong for lunch today. IMM, Spaghetti Too. Quite nice, I'd go back for seconds. Except, the brownies ain't that nice after a while. So no more brownies from that place. After that we walked around for a bit and I felt like buying a book. Ended up buying "The Game" by Neil Strauss...hahaha, his book is both insightful and a deal-breaker. Geez...oh well, we'll see what happens. I wanna try it out sometimes. (:

So anyway, I am now scared shitless about my exam grades and I have to raise enough money for my fees. Geez...life sure is good to me. Oh well...back to the books!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010
DONE WITH PROJECTS!!!!

...and now comes the exams. Golly golly GOSH.

I have exam on 24th. I promised to go work on 23rd. Hahah, I have no idea where my ballz to try that comes from. But I promise to study tomorrow thoroughly. (:

Anyway, the CNY holidays are over. And my reap for this year is quite alright, with a total of $682. Plus an additional $68 from winning. I'm a happy monkey. XD Went skating with my family in the morning for an hour yesterday.
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Talk about a fast learner...and he wanted to give up initially.
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Lol...day out.

And I couldn't go for that movie with Jialin and the ACSBR people cuz I had a family gathering. SORRY! Like OMG la...they even bought the movie tickets alrdy. :/ My family is too last minute even for me. RAWR. But anyway I am still happy. I won $68 from being a banker in blackjack. (: Thanks to the combine effort of my dad too. Hehe~~

Stoned at home today. Geez....spent $13.80 on Macs for lunch. LIKE WTFKNNBBQ. So expensive. But oh well...I am thinking about my dad's offer to go for skating lessons with my bro and getting a pair of skates while at that. But I am afraid for my guitar...I haven't had too much time for it. I am getting rusty. :/

(p.s. Dear God, send me a taylor acoustic on my birthday via a cloud of guitar strings and a postcard signed by you. That'll make me a happy kid and I'll wish you merry christmas in advance. Thank you.)

Alright, gonna study for ISP now. CIAOZ!



Gotta love fitting in. (:

Monday, February 15, 2010
HAPPY CNY!

Its the 2nd day of CNY!!! And my harvest this year seems quite sizable. (:

But yesterday I didn't so much, so it was really boring for most of the evening watching TV and all. But you can't get bored around Sirius and Ferbious, my two nephews. Pictures of Sirius only. Ferbious was napping the whole time...:/

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Sirius and Nicole, my niece. Lol....

 Oh and a view of my cousin's place.
In Panorama
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So today I went to Frederick's house for Punisher: War Zone, Steamboat, Texas hold em' and a bit of Zombieland. Came home and played blackjack. I won about $14. :/ Dad won A LOT MORE. RAWR. I want an increament in my allowance! Hahahaa...

Till next time ya'll Xin Nian Kuai Le!

Saturday, February 13, 2010
Week of Hell is over.

LAST DAY OF LESSONS FOR YEAR 1!!! OMG...

I can't believe the academic year is coming to a close soon. With only ISP, ILP and FBS papers standing in our way. This week's walk through the flames of hell has helped me understand a lot more about the class dynamics grading system. I want my As but I feel that the lesson learnt behind it is more important that the grades. But people seem to lack that understanding within my class. And I need to practise humility for learning.

Finished the filming of the library video at 11pm on wednesday night. Where the whole crew and all the actors were super tired. Like OMG...we FINALLY FINISHED THE FILMING!!! RAWR!!!

Did these while waiting for my turn to film. Sorry guys, :P

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Finally....



*drumroll*



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EPIC MOMENT!

Went for dinner with ACER people at Hei Sushi @ downtown. OMG the food quite literally sucksballz. The tamago egg sushi was so bad I nearly wanted to puke, save for my root beer. Talked to Shida and Sen Rong, and got to know them better. Apparently Sen Rong had a paper before and Shida cries tears of joy for no reason. XD And they all seem to dislike their PTN. I feel lucky. Hehehehe...

Oh oh!!! Btw my room looks like this now.
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Hahaha, so RED.

But you can tell my bed from my bro's bed. XD...

Gonna go for reunion lunch later. Ciaoz!!!

HAPPY CNY!!!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Double double toil and trouble.

Hey ya'll. Stuff's been happening. Shit hits the fan. lol...oh well, stuff happen and we deal with it.

I've become quite numb to any emotional pressure suddenly. Maybe its the resistance stage. But of late (specifically today), I don't feel loved, hated, happy, sad, tired, frustrated, irritated (by turd), lonely, wanted, emo, jolly or anything. Its like I have officially turned into an emotionless robot for the last 6 hours of my life at least. I am starting to turn cold. Just plain objective and solid hearted. Hahaha, lets see what's going to happen during my (proposed) lunch on friday with Darice. I'm sure she will have a lot to say.

Anyway, I just wanted to thank those people who have been lookin' out for me. Zach, Ning, Jerry, Ducks, Constance, Ynex...and many more. I'm used to life as a DADP student I suppose. Everyone bitches about everyone and no one really knows the whole picture. But hey, can't be liked by everyone right? I don't even know what's going to happen during the class chalet. I hope it might bond the class to a small degree. Everything now is just a facade. Hahaha, and we enjoy having the facade I suppose. Faked friendliness in hopes of benefitting. :P

Exams on 24th Feb, 1st Mar and 4th Mar. Then its an all out preparation time for the new intake of freshmen. Talk about holidays. Geez...ITI for 1 whole week 8am - 6pm. Gosh...

Alright back to work. I just wanted to show my appreciation to those whom I feel, I have not reciprocated the due thanks too yet. I'm a lousy friend. Hehe, but who cares? No one is really a friend anyway.

People get married cuz they are scared to die alone. They have children cuz they are scared of being forgotten. They go to the docs because they are scared of dying. They make friends because they are scared of being singled out. A whole bunch of bullocks. Nights.

Monday, February 8, 2010
Our Nation, Our World. Pft...

Worked on Sunday.

Had presentation today.

Amanda pissed me off today.

Had comperes meeting today.

Finished ISP presentation today.

Finished ONOW Slides today.

Suppose to finish ONOW reflections today.

Want to finish FBS too.

Single again?

V-day is nagging at me.

Exams are coming.

What would I not give for a day of peace.

Ciaoz.

Saturday, February 6, 2010
Moral Righteous-ness.

SUP ALL! (:

Sorry, its super late and this is a quick post about something I have started to feel strongly about recently. Anyway, here is a quick update on my week runs.

had dinner with Pearly and Joel on Wednesday at IMM. JOEL, *ahem*, managed to get his friend to screw up my PSP. Awesome shitz.

Thursday was the finishing up of ISP slides...meeting later today to practise and finalise the presentation.

Filming yesterday. 9am - 9.15pm. Went to watch The Spy Next Door after that. So yea, I just got home not long ago. And I need to do my DiE write up and anotated biblio. Great stuff.

I have revoked my "Christianity" out of the sake of perspective. I do love God, I want to serve God, I have had 10 years of devotions of which I can't remember most and I am in a church that cares so much about intake that they neglect the "relationships" they so dearly preach about. Hahaha, but that doesn't bother me. The main reason for a revoke is to keep things real. I am not mature enough to keep my believes from affecting how I veiw things, I think very few people are able to do that. I had a revelation as an actor, or an artist of any sort, that being too righteous and morally stern will cripple self-expression. Especially when analytical thinking and viewpoints of issues are narrowed down by personal believes. I want to pursue a path as an actor and drama practitioner, and above that I don't want to discriminate a character for who he is, simply based off the need to prove that I am on a "MORALLY RIGHTEOUS PATH TO HEAVEN". Maybe that's why I find church drama so sickening sometimes, where the acting feels faked and all up there just for entertainment's sake with the similar storyline all the time. I end up walking out of those productions feeling extremely empty. Yea, I acknowledge physical effort in the drama, but what do I learn from it? Almost nothing? Yea. NOTHING. A "misplaced sense of moral righteousness" is the last thing anyone needs when they are investigating and looking into issues relating to the world.

I guess to sum it up, I am an immature kid. Fool or not, I don't really give a hoot about it. Nights ya'll. I'm sure I made someone upset with this post, if anyone reads this. Ciaoz.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Patient.

HEY!

Alright today, I am very close to reaching my flare point. So lets just rant here. (:
I AM FED UP WITH (lets name him: TURD) TURD! I SWEAR IF THAT BLOODY FAGGOT IRRITATES ME TOMORROW I AM GOING TO GIVE HIM A PIECE OF MY MIND. AS IF HE CAN'T IRRITATE ME ENOUGH OUTSIDE CLASS, HE HAD TO IRRITATE ME THIS FINE DAY TOO. THOSE WHO CAN'T WORK WITH HIM? I UNDERSTAND WHY. AND BEYOND THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT HE IS A LOUSY EXAMPLAR FOR A HUMAN BEING OR A FRIEND WITHIN ANY CONTEXT. I NEVER MET A PERSON WHOM I WANTED TO BEAT UP SO BAD FOR A REALLY LONG TIME. IMMATURE TURD.

Ah, much better. So on to other matters. My week had been pleasant, for most parts of it anyway. Monday I was late for class because I send my ACER lappy for repairs at the service center. Its fixed now anyway. Report states that the cooling fan module was down. Hahahah, mann....anyway now I can start on work again with my laptop. Awesome.

Filming this friday from 9 - 8.30pm. OMG.