SUP ALL! (:

Sorry, its super late and this is a quick post about something I have started to feel strongly about recently. Anyway, here is a quick update on my week runs.

had dinner with Pearly and Joel on Wednesday at IMM. JOEL, *ahem*, managed to get his friend to screw up my PSP. Awesome shitz.

Thursday was the finishing up of ISP slides...meeting later today to practise and finalise the presentation.

Filming yesterday. 9am - 9.15pm. Went to watch The Spy Next Door after that. So yea, I just got home not long ago. And I need to do my DiE write up and anotated biblio. Great stuff.

I have revoked my "Christianity" out of the sake of perspective. I do love God, I want to serve God, I have had 10 years of devotions of which I can't remember most and I am in a church that cares so much about intake that they neglect the "relationships" they so dearly preach about. Hahaha, but that doesn't bother me. The main reason for a revoke is to keep things real. I am not mature enough to keep my believes from affecting how I veiw things, I think very few people are able to do that. I had a revelation as an actor, or an artist of any sort, that being too righteous and morally stern will cripple self-expression. Especially when analytical thinking and viewpoints of issues are narrowed down by personal believes. I want to pursue a path as an actor and drama practitioner, and above that I don't want to discriminate a character for who he is, simply based off the need to prove that I am on a "MORALLY RIGHTEOUS PATH TO HEAVEN". Maybe that's why I find church drama so sickening sometimes, where the acting feels faked and all up there just for entertainment's sake with the similar storyline all the time. I end up walking out of those productions feeling extremely empty. Yea, I acknowledge physical effort in the drama, but what do I learn from it? Almost nothing? Yea. NOTHING. A "misplaced sense of moral righteousness" is the last thing anyone needs when they are investigating and looking into issues relating to the world.

I guess to sum it up, I am an immature kid. Fool or not, I don't really give a hoot about it. Nights ya'll. I'm sure I made someone upset with this post, if anyone reads this. Ciaoz.