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Friday, April 9, 2010
Messed up.
CASS CAMP IS FINALLY OVER!!!!! I am now part of the Ex-OC for FOC 10/11. I think the OC this year did a great job in terms of ensuring that the campers were really of top most priority. I do have several people in CASS whom I will need to come to terms with after this camp is over. For one, I slacked throughout the whole of camp activities mainly because on Day 0, I was more or less told to shut my trap and sit down. Which I did. (: So if anyone has anything to complain about regarding me, do feel free to do so.
Day 1 was nice and fun. Didn't exactly feel friendly after what I was told to do on day 0. So I just slacked and maybe helped when I felt like I had to help. Partied with a half hearted mood. Went to sleep.
Day 2. Slacked a LOT. Went for class. Came back to finish up nightwalk stuff. A lot of things happened through the course of nightwalk. Did guard duty till 8.45am. Fell asleep on the table. Woke up at 10.30am. Telematch. SMAE FOP rehearsals. Break camp. Did stuff then came home and slept.
Today I went to watch How to Train Your Dragon. Celebrated Mom's B'day. Got scolded a lot. And generally feeling quite crappy about a lot of shit that's happening.
[Ok I have decided. I am gonna bitch about stuff. And here is my disclaimer, I am sorry if anything here hurts you. And if you are severly traumatised after reading this post do talk to me and I will take it down immediately. I will just be honest about my opinions of some people and if you desire to prove me wrong. I willingly allow you to do so. (: ]
Person A (From FOC OC - Female) => I understand pro-women rights and activist shit. But being a female version of a male chauvanistic pig is just plain sickening. Downing every opinion of every other guy in the OC and surrounding yourself with guys who are keen on being your dogs is going overboard. Not every guy is a chauvanistic pig, so keep your sow like behaviour to assholes who literally treat ladies like thay have no rights at all. (: Oh, and a perfect GPA doesn't make you have common sense, it just makes you a mugger.
Person B (From FOC OC - Female) => First up, I am not angry with you. I just need you to understand that although you need the people higher up in the hiearchy to be in charge, look at your leader. Although I overthrow him during the prep camp, I am not stupid. I only throw him off cuz I wanted him to get into the game and take the lead during actual camp. He looked like a lost puppy during camp from feedback. That's all I'm gonna say. I obeyed and stfu. So...yep. My 2 cents.
Persons C (From CASS - A group) => I am just damn disappointed with these people right now. I don't know a lot of them but they are from the same school. Talk about not taking things personally, what you monkeys did during CASS camp was not cool. And all that trouble just cuz you don't get to be part of the camp this year. Idiots.
Person D (An Individual) => I appreciate whatever you have claimed to have done to make my life easier. But eventually, trust me, I will need a long vacation away from you. You are a school friend. When you talk to me, I mentally associate you with school cuz you are a classmate. And I need time away from school matters, on top of your matters. I know this may seem immature, but it is how my heuristics work. Anyway, its just a matter of fact. I think there are things you are going to need to do on your own.
And this last one is a general thing I have noticed with people. Don't make one fucking statement that gives you permission to do stuff that you are not allowed too. I find it damn offensive when someone says something like "this person does this better, *turns to insulted person* I don't mean it that way." repeatedly. I mean, you can be crude, but it doesn't mean that you can repeatedly be crude so many times. Especially to the same few people. It just makes you a total bastard child.
Okay, bitch session over. Sigh, I don't really want to be a bitch, its just these people have all fallen over the period of 3 days and I don't have much rest within those 3 days plus all that's happening. It just makes me want to scream at someone for being so helpless.
AGM tomorrow. I don't even know if I want to be in the committee at all. CHIJ roadshow, I hope to see some familiar faces. (: So many things are going on...sigh.