Hey world, it is 3am on my watch. 5 hrs before presentation time. I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight. (:

Anyway, little pike bombs have been going off in my head and I am officially slowly, but surely, losing my sanity. I want to tell some people in my life, esp my "working" life, to screw off and leave me alone. But that seems almost impossible. But I feel like the king of the world. I feel like I deserve the best that this world has to offer and I have the best to offer to this world. Hopefully making it a better place. :/

I am doing RMSW right now. And I have no idea what to put on my slides. FML. Okay I need to put that aside. I want to distract myself from this horrid reality.

My school life seems to be only optimistic because of SP ACERs. Right now, my class is going through modules that are just...bleh. And I have been bleeding motivation this sem. Here's what I feel, and it is all subjective, hey: everyone is entitled to an opinion. DADP 01 is BORING. Just damn bloody boring. And there are certain people in there who just annoy me, and I am pretty sure I annoy the hell out of them too. And some people can't hold professionalism in their work. Some of the older students are "selective" of their teammates and give dirty looks to fellow classmates. Interesting ain't it? The older kids are the immature ones. Maybe they feel insecure? About what? Beats me.

Anyway, SP ACERs are the awesome people in my school right now and they keep me kinda going. (:

These are the awesome people

This...costed me $1. Hahaha, Sux Ann.

I'll need to blog about escapade soon. I promise I will with photos and all. (: I miss escapade. I made so many new friends and a few new connections. It was a great event. And I totally enjoyed the hosting and the party. PARTYING was a blast, and I haven't been that high for quite some time. So it was a good break. But lets not spoil that post now by saying it here. (;



"The rain's pouring on our backs,
with people living in the covers of their sheets.
Here we are, all drenched and laid-back;
watching as they wait it out, or till someone bleeds."


Well, back to reality, back to work. Dreams are tied by the constrains of time.