We have reached the last 3 days of 2010. As I look back at the year, I've changed quite a bit. And I expect to continue changing.

This year, my trust has been tested and I've had to reconsider the term naive. I suppose my promise to self would be to be more discerning when it comes to trusting others and operating on a more cautious note. I've become more socially open, and still learning how to overcome certain awkward scenarios. I want to build more depth in my relationships with people as oppose to knowing a million people with no close friends. (: I've seen broken people and broken hearts, I've broken my own heart quite a few times- mostly because of the way I handle my feelings. I need stronger framing to create my ideal world, courteous, awesome and friendly. I haven't had a lot of discipline in the areas of my life where I need it. I need to focus my energy on what needs to be done. Of course, 30 days experiment is for that. A good way to end my year.

Christmas this year has been quite the event. With Winter Solstice Celebration by the student of the International Student Club and Christmas at Leon's house for 7 of us in DADP!! Winter Solstice was generally a nice get together time with the SP ACERs and I think we are almost a nuisance to the ISC organizing committee, but we still love us! (: And well, the dinner celebration at Leon's house was a nice time to just chat and chill out with Leon, Yi Kai, Minyu, Amanda, Shafarie and Jeremiah. Oh and we got to play Dance Revolution on Xbox Kinect. Hahahha, I want an Xbox for Halo Reach, COD Black Ops, Fable III, Assassin's Creed and more games!!!! OMG, I miss playing console games. Anyway, I've had pretty awesome gifts this year for the gift exchanges. 1 musical box, 1 500 sex tips for girls book...and still counting. Here are some photos to chew on!


1 table for ACERs...make that 2.



Christmas gift!

So that's the holiday season this year! Seriously holidays will never be enough around great people!!


Looking forward, my resolution for 2011 would be to achieve a number of specific goals:

1. Grow into a better and more attractive personality, so much so that I'll be able to go into any social scenario and understand how to conduct myself graciously.

2. Venture into a personal business, give it my best and focus on my passion of creating an entrepreneurial project to embark on and grow in.

3. Increase my concentration power and say no to distractions during times of importance. This is more academic and work focused.

4. Create a better emotional/social environment for people around me by - not shit talking about anyone and stop putting myself down. Jokes are alright, but no shit talk behind anyone's back.

5. Indulge in my inner child more and live for the moment. Be in the moment instead of ALWAYS planning for the future. Of course, planning is important - but BEING IN THE MOMENT is what we all live for.

Alright, that's my list of improvements in 2011 to work towards! (:

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

The days have passed and I have been to places where I never thought I'd find myself.

It has been a totally messy ride for my psyche the past few days. It has been awesome fun with the SP ACERs, conflicting energies at home and now that my friends are getting back from overseas - others are leaving. It is driving my up a wall.

I managed to get into Young Co. Yay and all...and I am looking forward to the experience. I really do hope I can take away a whole load of experience from it. I'm putting quite a bit of my resources into it.

The HUH party at Helipad was...short of amazing. (: Yea, in a positive light, it was a good atmosphere. But that's about it. Seriously, I felt cheated of my $10. I only got a few drinks down and I ate before I went up, so the food was not the main attraction. :/ They had KIDS in the place. How do you party in a place like that? But it was still a good time with the ACERs when we hit Clarke Quay's McDonalds and had a chit chat session. And we had a bro bonding session from 2 - 4am. It was great fun talking to them. Hostel was a movie that came up, and I youtubed it...uhm, lets just say I don't fancy being in the factory. Either as a client or a victim.

The new T SHIRTS ARE IN!!! YAY!!! Hurray for geeky moments. Lol, and Zazzle stuff are huge. ): their M is like...Large. -.- Fail blog much for online shopping. I suppose it is the first time, so I learn.

So here are some photos to chew on.


Zack ripping the Dance floor.

Chilling out with friends...

I need to focus more.

Being a man goes beyond the age of a person. Being a man means that one understands that he is himself and the characteristics that follow are definitive of him. And he has nothing to prove to anyone or himself. There is no proving, there is just living. Validation is not even needed, because with self, validation is unnecessary. You just need to be aware.



I hate that I think about you. Enough is enough.

So it is the second day of the holidays. 3 weeks break from school. This semester is taking a bad toll on my morale, psyche and my physique. Especially with added stress by people whom I really shouldn't trust at all. (: So yea, it has been a brilliant time. Definitely living it up.

So we celebrated Cheryn's birthday at Costa Sands Resort at Downtown. Here are some photos:

Me and HK faceoff!

Whoring myself...-.-





THE STAR!!!!! CHERYN!!!!!!!

I was kinda tipsy at this point alrdy...

So, lets just recap the night. We had a mad party with songs by Khidir and Shafie...cake cutting. A lot of skating and cycling by the Zi Hao and co. We had drinking...where HK got drunk and started to do a lot of senseless stuff like draw a card from a cup. Thinking that the cup is the deck. Played truth or dare with very few people. Oh, and heads up, I need more truth or dare questions...I am running out of ideas. ): ): ):

Yep...and well I just finished all my assignments FINALLY. And yea, I feel free but I feel bad that I didn't give my best in all my assignments. ): BUT...HOLIDAYS ARE HERE, So I shall mug my ass off the Sem papers. WIN ALRDY LA. (:





History defines a person,
Who one is today, is determined by specific crucial events of the past.


The decisions I make today are based of results of decisions I have made in the past.


I'm a moving spirit, occasionally caught by the wind and left in a tangle.
but I am undeniably there, and I am fully aware of the motions and peripherals.


Music stems from the earth, Rhythm stems from the seas
the SKY brings them all together.


The Sky is where I want to be.

Lalala...So should I go for parties? to go or not to go? that's the question. (not really)

That's all for tonights, ciaoz.