Sunday night, my house is battlefield of my parents right now. Over my little brother, with me caught in the middle of it. Apparently I am not the most sensible of teenagers, going out on a Sunday to visit a friend's house and go for a movie. I wonder why I even bother sometimes. I am always the horrible son who is has never been good enough to be taken seriously and always expected to perform better. Well, to that I say...go to know and I've got better things to do with my little unworthy life. (:



This is my code of life right now. I don't believe that it is a doctrine to live by but it is how I to best cope with what I have at the moment. Discipline can take a back seat, I don't need to control everything right now because that limits life's many lessons.


Oops. Didn't see that coming.

But a guy's gotta be what a guy's gotta be. It is a passage of life. Simply because guys flip between "periods" of hedonistic bachelor-hood and self-fulfilling desires to be in a loving relationship. Hence, the cheating husbands and unfaithful boyfriends. Monogamy isn't something that swings up our avenue. So when it is the 20th wedding anniversary and it is a loving relationship - you know there is cause for celebration.

On to more fun issues...

CRS group meeting with my little nephew Ferbious. XD

CNY report. Boring. Absolutely boring. Visitations were out of formality. The only good that came out of it was the fun I had gambling. Which kinda went along the line of superstitious gambler's beliefs from my cousin and uncle. LOL. Probability always wins. (: Which got me $68. Yep yep.

Oh oh and...

Watched black swan today. AWESOME FILM...apart from the masturbation scene and lesbian scene and seduction scene - hey, I'm a hot blooded guy. Deal with it. It held so many relevant metaphors for today's societal structures. Where we are caught between being frigid and in control as opposed to "living a little" on the edge. *SPOILER* Nina died... (Fairy insists that she does.) ): ): ): But as sad as it is, the movie is AWESOME!!! and deserves every pop of the 4/5 popcorns that people give it.

It is Valentine's. Pray my mind survives.