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Leroy Yap

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i'm born at 23rd April '92, living out my dreams. if you want my email, please contact me, either in msn or through tagboard.

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I'm chillin' to the tunes of my guitars, wondering about a future in drama, thinking about performances and finding that piece of myself.


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Sunday, February 20, 2011
Happiness is a faithful friend.

“You” Laws:

1. Remain in the present moment. Future and past should only come up when absolutely necessary.

2. Live life passionately. If you are in a dead-end job or just unhappy, search out your life’s passion.

3. Be grateful for everything. Every heart beat is a gift. Realize how lucky we are to be alive.

4. An energy level higher than that of those around you is contagious.

5. Give your energy willingly to everyone. It is drawn from a limitless source.

6. If your energy does drop, everything will be alright. Those people who you gave energy to will return the favor.

7. Your emotional state is independent of external factors. We learned at an early age to look at the world to show us how to feel. I am reminded of a child who scrapes his knee and looks around to see if anyone will comfort him if he were to start crying, if no one is around he will get up and keep playing.

8. Truthfully speak your mind. No matter what emotional response you have at first. Over time your truthful thoughts will erode from societal input. Your thoughts will become more positive and beneficial.

9. Be comfortable touching others. Touch others more. Be aware of how others enjoy your touch.

10. Be happy with yourself as you are now. There is no other time other than this eternal Now to be happy.

11. Strive towards perfection. Set lofty goals and do right action every day towards those goals.

12. Be empathetic, then rise. Sometimes people want you to feel their pain. Sacrifice your good vibes for them, then pull them up with you back to your previous state.

13. A positive mind is very powerful. There are times for negativity, but those times are rare.

14. Never give up on or condemn another person. They may not be aware they are hurting you. Forgive so you may be forgiven.

15. Failure is another step towards success. Don’t let failures slow you down. If they do, then this is what I do: I envision myself in old age looking back and laughing at how many failures led to my great successes.

16. Stop comparing yourself to others. We are each on our own path.

17. Understand other opinions. Rather than sticking to your point of view, people will enjoy your vibe much more if you don?t argue your opinion to be ‘Right’ and not ‘Wrong’. It is win-win.

18. Have faith that your good vibes are flowing into those around you and lifting them.

19. Meditate or use another centering ritual. Rituals have been very vital to humanity.

20. Drink water frequently. Divide your body weight in two, that is the number of fluid ounces of water you need daily.

21. Keep your body fit and healthy by exercising and eating right.

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Universal Laws

1. No one wants disrespect.

2. We all are pursuing our own version of happiness.

3. Remember, everyone is on their own path with their own goals.

4. Good vibes resonate and amplify with other good vibes exponentially.

5. The world will be a better place when we leave it than when we found it.

6. We all want to be rich and powerful, but few can rise up. Be happy regardless of your status.

7. Life is abundant. Money, love, and joy can all be yours in excess.

8. Work hard to improve the world around you. It will return the favor.

9. The universe is naturally a happy, good place.

10. Do not fear death. Life is inescapably eternal


Happiness is not something we have to chase. That's what our dreams are for. Happiness is something to experience and indulge in throughout life - to make it more positive for oneself and other around them. At least  that's what my philosophy is at this point in my life. :D

[Edit]


It has been a long week.


Now, I am officially broke, part of the BUCKETLIST CLUB, confused, slightly scared and a man with a dreamchart.


I just wanna take a portion of this blog to reflect on something I wanna think about in terms of drama. Stanislavski put within his memoirs, part of acting was to bring to a public arena a very personal moment. I suddenly know why I haven't been able to grow as much and as smoothly as an actor during my time in JG. I was never able to bring that personal flair to the table, cuz I was afraid of being judged. Now this is going to be something I'll have to work on. Bringing out the private moments of a character's life, up onto the grand stage. Sigh, I am a slow learner after all. :P


so I'm in this BUCKETLIST CLUB
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Great. Hahah, this is my dreamchart everyone. My aim? To open a cabaret that's home to a theatre and events company that will bring the best of music, dance and art to Singapore. I wanna own a cabaret and hopefully be able to perform in it one day. When I said this, the speaker didn't know what a cabaret was...and a woman said it was where there were skimply clad women dancing for men. Singaporean salary women. Urgh.

Here's something for you to bite on judgmental woman. Lea Michele, that girl from Glee. The one your kids watch? Yea, SHE IS SINGING IN A CABARET. Is she skimply clad? No. PRECISELY MY POINT. A cabaret is not a strip club.


But yea, that's my dream. So I need to learn about cabarets around the world. :/ I need to travel and learn. ): ):


To be part of a bucketlist club at 19. Feels like I am counting down to my death. So depressive...but inspiring. Haha...take the steps to your dreams, or keep dreaming and stop bitching.


Time to prepare for the final papers. Time to pull up my GPa or let it dwindle. Not a choice I have to make. It has to and will happen, inevitably. I'll just be sure to set myself up for it.


There are certain elements to what makes a good person. Esteem is important and it is a vital part of life. Losing it is self destructive, yet having too much of it is unhealthy. Don't let the chalk lines define what you should be, rub them out - it may cost you some skin and abrasions. But at least you don't have to be locked in a deadpan expression of who you are not. There are some feeling you want, some feeling you don't and some feelings you keep locked away in the basement of your heart. I feel what I feel, I know what I feel and I accept what I feel because no one can take that from me or mash that feeling into what they want it. They can break my body but not my soul. I live for now, with the past and future only considered when necessary.