I'm sleep deprived, broke, high on self induced dopamine release and thinking about other people's self destructive behaviours. Don't get me wrong, I am not depressed...quite the opposite actually. But when you don't have money in your wallet and bank account, this is how I deal with having to starve. Lol, anyway the reason why I'm broke is cuz I got myself some new (old) headphones.

Know the brand?

Hahah, well I had a standard 8am - 5pm day before I got my pretty new headphones. Well the headphones are Beats by Dr Dre Solo.



Sexy much? XD



The Monster Wire, which has a little fault hence I got it at a "steal"

The original box.

This is the reason why I'm broke. This new toy costed my $210. It is a hand me down, and the reason why I got it at such a price is because the wire has a little split in it. But I'm not fussy about it. YET. These are my first REAL headphones, that I got with my money. I like how it looks. Bought it mostly for that. Reviews say the sound is crappy and junky...I can't say I don't agree. Because honestly, I've heard headphones that produce crystal clear sounds and this is not up to that. But hey, they still look kinda sexy. And for the first time you get anything, you need to love how it looks - then get into functionality.

Naturally, I would be able to get a brand new one at $225 from Amazon.com, but as much as I am a fan of shopping on the web, I don't trust handling of goods. And THESE ARE FRAGILE!!! So I've heard. XD And sides, it is still a good feeling when I see the $490 price tag at HMV and know I got these real babies at half that. HEHEHEHEHE~ but it has left me broke. Sigh...I should stop trying too hard.

Singapore Children Society workshop is getting a bit tedious for me. I just don't feel that such school projects are a huge deal for me personally anymore. For the course, yes. For the juniors and their opportunities, yes. For the future recognition of DADP as a good diploma, yes. But not personally. I just don't feel that it is worth doing if I'm not fully invested and committed to it. I understand that kids are hard to handle, but they are not that judgemental too. I don't know my true skill level when I facilitate. So that's a bad point about doing so many repeated programmes. But I'll do my best to get the most out of this.

I might really want to venture into drama education. It seems like a viable line of work in Singapore and somehow foreigners are taking up the jobs. They don't know the culture that well. They grew up in a different land and studied in a different place. Doesn't make that much sense having foreigners teach local culture to develop Singapore's art identity. Not saying they are bad, they give a very broad skill set to us as actors and artists, but they just can't teach the "flavour" of Singapore with that much pride. Sometimes I feel that Singaporeans feel "lower" to these "ABC" theatre people because of that riff due to cultural understanding. Pro-European, Pro-US, Pro-Japanese, Pro-Korean  or Pro-China, it doesn't matter, those are rich cultures, but a culture is built from the people. Singapore's culture is turning into a wannabe culture of different mixes. :/

That aside, MACBETH SEEMS AWESOME!!! Lol, at least in rehearsals. Okay. That's it. Don't get overexcited Leroy, be professional.

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We should get jerseys cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I must've done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I must've done something right
I must've done something right


hehe, awesome song stuck in my head by a pretty good christian band. (: Great arrangement too. Now add that to my playlist of Unwindling Cable Car, What Are Words, Forget You and Marry Me. Damn that's a lot to learn on the guitar. AS IF MARRY ME isn't HARD ENOUGH. OMG. Train's guitarist is awesome with his sound...fingerpicking. ): Brain exercise, 1, 2, 1, 2.

I FORGOT TO BRING MY DSLR TO CHUNG CHENG FOR PHOTOS TODAY. SOMEONE SHOOT ME. ): Gonna do that next week. So I shall be awesome and stay happy. :D Should do this more.