Yes!!! IT IS OVAAAAAAAA....(': Brings a tear to my eye! Anyway, these cupcakes are from SERENE who is at SRT and was previously one of my many inspirational drama teachers in Julia Gabriels.

and... we did THIS!!

Celebrate JUNIE's 19th BIRTHDAY!!! (: Along with the cast and crew of Grimm Tales.

July has been a good month. I need to do a rain check though. I feel like I haven't found a solid sense of self-validation and until I do that, acting will be tough for me because of 2nd rate, non-truthful & stereotypical. Which is the last place I want to be in. Hahaha, I NOW NEED TO FIND A JOB. No I will no longer settle for $5-$7/ hr cuz...that's dirt cheap labour now. ): Acting job, teaching job, hosting job....anyone?

The cast of Grimm are just awesome. They radiate brilliance individually!!! :D I <3 them!!!

Okay, I'm just gonna start rambling on and on about my post production blues if this goes on...

SO ANYWAY

yea. That's it. (:

I should stop talking so much.
But sometimes it is hard to fight all these mind games
Occupy. Occupy. Occupy.
Free time. Signed in. Notification.
Nothing to talk about, don't want to disturb,
Keep occupied. Do work. Play.
Click. Open. Click. Close.
Write. Scratch out. Re write. Rip.
I should stop thinking so much.

My brain is just mush now. Stupid Curriculum Vitae and cover letter. Mental meltdown over 10%. Seriously.

Anyway, over the last weekend - approximately 5 days ago - I managed to escape this little island for a getaway. No, I didn't go to a beach resort (although if you have a proposal for a beach resort retreat; I would be hard pressed to say no.) - had a city tour with the ACERs. It was just some R&R for me. (:


I look retarded and unglam in almost all the photos. SRSLY people.

Awesome shot!
 
Free time at hotel before going shopping. :D

Uhm...don't.

Ma' PIMP gear, yo!


 
Just before we left the hotel...I don't know where all the food and drinks suddenly came from.




The Saltwater Room

I opened my eyes... last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the stars that aren’t there anymore...

I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently, before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time,only time


Can you believe that the crew has gone and they wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk, in the deep, so i can hardly relax or even oversleep
Would i feel warm with your hand...in mine,when we walkalong the shoreline
I guess we'll never know,why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn off all the lights,and set this ballroom aglow...

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time,only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Lovely tune, wanna cover it. :D

Professional Prep & CDI Presentation. Events Management report & movie review. Grimm Tales.

This week, followed by odd liberation from work. I need R&R because I've been abusing myself with a lack of discipline. Damn Assassin Creed: Brotherhood. I need to take some time to re-align. Currently seating in the midst of notes for Grimm Tales, I feel happy being here. Doing work although I am not paid for it. Contributing backstage seems almost as fulfilling as being on stage, as long as it is actively giving to the performance. That aside, it is the great people who work on set and real emotions I am privileged to see everyday. It feels different...being around "THEATRE" people and actors. There is a difference in approach and energy to the work. :D

Anyway, main point - ambitions update:
1. Consistent budokon practise
2. Improvement in my guitar playing and song writing
3. GET MY FUCKING LICENSE. (Geez, my dad won't stop nagging about it)
4. Singing & Dance courses...hmm.
5. GO FOR AUDITIONS. FIND JOBS. DAMN FUCKING IMPORTANT!!!
6. Be HAPPY. :D and let go of myself occasionally.

This is the shortest list of ambitions I've had for ages. So I'm getting more, FOCUSED? Maybe...

For now there is

Cheers. :D