I am...

Leroy Yap

Taurus

i'm born at 23rd April '92, living out my dreams. if you want my email, please contact me, either in msn or through tagboard.

INTERESTS

I'm chillin' to the tunes of my guitars, wondering about a future in drama, thinking about performances and finding that piece of myself.


Twits
follow me on Twitter

tagboard


Melodies

Intrigues

the gone memories
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
November 2011
January 2012
March 2012
May 2012
June 2012
July 2012
August 2012
November 2012
December 2012
January 2013
February 2013
April 2013
May 2013
June 2013
August 2013
September 2013
November 2013
December 2013
January 2014
June 2014
September 2014
February 2018

links

Sarah
Dominique
Wen Jie
Joscelyn
Janel
Victoria
Alethea[Fairy]
Kimberly
Elin
Ailn
Xue Ting
QianYi
Nick Yue[Chappy]
Andrew[AO]
Uriah
Dean
Rui Yuan
Lucas
Eugene
Weng Loong
Darice
Eunice
Jenzi
Julia
Felicia
Xue Ni
Xue Wen
Ying Hui
Jasmine
Tyan Huey
Krystal
Bryan
Yuan Ye/ Ben
Guy's Connect
N350
W401
Ps Kong Hee
Ps Phil Pringle
Joshua
Sherwayne
Irfan
Aryani
Aishah
Natalie
Timothy[cr0wnes7]
S3-A2 of 2007
My Xanga account
Friendster
My Deviant Art
Facebook
Comics
Yoyo Tricks & Tips
Praise and Worship
Chords for all
CASS blog
DADP blog
Christiana
Natalie
Sharon
Constance
Steph
Shah
Polly
Madelyn
Charissa
Carin
Jerry [Doggie]
Nandini
Zac
Sebastian
Yi Kai
Beatrice
Juanita
Veronica
Leon
Jay
Lea
Ezzat
Lisbeth
Janel Wong
Vivian
Shida
SP Comperes
Jas
Sam
Bryan
Jit
Yan Han
Sakinah
Tammy
Zheng Yan
Felicia
Dave
Eugene
Alia
SPARC
Jiale

credits

daisy's the designer. pictures owned by designer. forgotton the origin of brushes, sorry. please notify me if you know where it come from. thanks.

Sunday, December 16, 2012
You

I would use highly poetical terms to talk about you - if I could find the appropriate words. Lets give word association a go, let them just pop into my head and I'll check them off.

Glorious - no, too majestic, you're more real than that.
Amorous - nope, it definitely isn't the encompassing word.
Prudent - you are, but that's not what I love about you.
Sensual - this is my own brain, you know me. But no - not quite the word I'm looking for.
Pretty - No, no, definitely not. You are gorgeous but there's more to that.
Graceful - Close. It is the closest by far as a descriptor. (Wordplay intended) Lets try a synonym.

Elegant. A simple word - suiting of you. Yes, although it still isn't enough. Words do little in explaining anything by themselves. All the words I have placed above are most definitely what I see in you - whether consciously or subconsciously, I trust myself with that much. I'm not a eloquent writer - less so a speaker (as history has proven to me) but I'll work with what I have.

You write in metaphors, I - would earnestly try to decipher them but usually end up telling myself that I'm too egoistical when I draw references. Yet, your choices of words - the imagery, the sensory picture of everything through those words. They are vivid and I see them, before my eyes almost as if I'm there before telling myself: "You have an overactive imagination."

You asked about my favorite memory:
The same place we last met, was the place where I had my favourite memory with you. The cramp little white domes that were our temporary solace from the downpour. You with Memoirs of a Geisha, just reading - as if the humidity and the rain did not affect anything in that world. I spent the time staring out, counting the strange little blessings I have had through the day until now. To tourists and strangers, it would probably have looked like we were two people who were sitting in an "artifact" that was for viewing purposes only. But the main shelter was too far and we liked the acoustics of the domes. I did at least. The awkward truth or dares, feeding each other food, the silence that never felt too uncomfortable and my brain freaking out on itself. It was a rather mind boggling experience - but getting stuck in the rain with nothing in common to talk about never felt so...comforting. Calming. Peaceful. It felt like another world that was connected to the real world by the sheer thread of the rain. You were radiant.

Yes! That word! Radiant. You are. All the hope and joy in the world just seems to situate itself around you. I know there is hardship and I know there is suffering behind it all but you deflect everything with that smile of yours.

I would write another paragraph about your voice but lets save that. (; Save it, just for you.